Thursday, April 10, 2008

today...

I POAS this morning and there was a light shadow line which tells me tomorrow will not be near zero.

I am trying my best to accept it but it sucks ass.

I am trying to just be ok with May.

I will post the results from my beta tomorrow when I get them.

5 om's.:

AJ said...

I'm sorry Blue. I had no idea it took this long. I'm sorry to be using words like "it" and "this"; I'm clearly avoiding using the correct terms.

It seems like your mind is ready to move forward before your body is ready. I hope they get in line with each other.

calliope said...

thinking of you today.
xo

bleu said...

Thanks AJ, you are so sweet. I am shocked about it taking this long too. I have had a natural m/c before and I never did this, nor with the time I had a d&c.

Jen said...

I hope you get to zero soon... Hugs

Michell said...

Damn. I'm sorry there is still a line. I don't know which brand you are using. I did read something somewhere (I forget where) on FRER tests which gave me a bit of insite on my chemical last year. It said they have had instances of it showing positives down to betas of 6.5. I do hope yours is very close to zero. I'm sorry this is all taking so long.