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About Me
- bleu
- Nova Scotia, Canada
- I am a proud and queer single mama by choice. I have an amazing son named Bliss Om and an amazing daughter named Soul Om. I finally got my second child after a long battle with infertility, I also finally immigrated to Canada. Now on to living in the now and learning to be.
IVF #3 Successful
THANKS TO AMAZING WOMEN
TTC Herstory
2001 started TTC #1
(the fertile age)
try #1 Sept 2001 ici natural at home BFN
try #2 Oct 2001 ici natural at home BFP ended in m/c after heartbeat at 7 weeks
try #3 Feb 2002 ici natural at home BFP had Bliss 11/02
2005 started TTC #2
(the infertile age)
(had 9 vials of Bliss' donor)
try #1 Sept 2005 ici natural at home BFN
try #2 Oct 2005 ici natural at home BFN
try #3 Nov 2005 ici natural at home BFN
try #4 Dec 2005 ici natural at home BFN (used 5 vials of 9 total)
stopped for thyroid surgery
try #5 Sept 2006 ici natural at home BFN
try #6 Oct 2006 ici natural at home BFN
try #7 Nov 2006 Clomid/ici at home BFN
(last of Bliss' donor)
began using a new donor
try #8 Dec 2006 Clomid/ici at home BFP ended in m/c after heartbeat at 9 weeks
try #9 April 2007 Clomid/ici at home BFN
try #10 May 2007 Clomid/ici at home BFN
try #11 June 2007 Clomid/ici at home BFN
try #12 July 2007 Clomid/Follistim/ici at home BFN
try #13 Aug 2007 Clomid/Follistim/ici at home BFN
try #14 Sept 2007 natural cycle ici at home BFN
try #15 Oct 2007 natural cycle ici at home BFN
try #16 Dec 2007 IVF #1 BFN (no AH)
try #17 Jan 2008 FET #1 BFP Twins, ended in m/c after heartbeats at 7.5 weeks (AH done)
try #18 May 2008 IVF #2 chemical pregnancy (AH done)
try #19 July/Aug 2008 IVF #3 BFP (AH done)
(the fertile age)
try #1 Sept 2001 ici natural at home BFN
try #2 Oct 2001 ici natural at home BFP ended in m/c after heartbeat at 7 weeks
try #3 Feb 2002 ici natural at home BFP had Bliss 11/02
2005 started TTC #2
(the infertile age)
(had 9 vials of Bliss' donor)
try #1 Sept 2005 ici natural at home BFN
try #2 Oct 2005 ici natural at home BFN
try #3 Nov 2005 ici natural at home BFN
try #4 Dec 2005 ici natural at home BFN (used 5 vials of 9 total)
stopped for thyroid surgery
try #5 Sept 2006 ici natural at home BFN
try #6 Oct 2006 ici natural at home BFN
try #7 Nov 2006 Clomid/ici at home BFN
(last of Bliss' donor)
began using a new donor
try #8 Dec 2006 Clomid/ici at home BFP ended in m/c after heartbeat at 9 weeks
try #9 April 2007 Clomid/ici at home BFN
try #10 May 2007 Clomid/ici at home BFN
try #11 June 2007 Clomid/ici at home BFN
try #12 July 2007 Clomid/Follistim/ici at home BFN
try #13 Aug 2007 Clomid/Follistim/ici at home BFN
try #14 Sept 2007 natural cycle ici at home BFN
try #15 Oct 2007 natural cycle ici at home BFN
try #16 Dec 2007 IVF #1 BFN (no AH)
try #17 Jan 2008 FET #1 BFP Twins, ended in m/c after heartbeats at 7.5 weeks (AH done)
try #18 May 2008 IVF #2 chemical pregnancy (AH done)
try #19 July/Aug 2008 IVF #3 BFP (AH done)
Blogs I dig...
- 2 mommies 1 boy
- Anti-Racist Parent
- Aspiring Baker
- Awaiting Our First
- Baby Quest
- Butterbeans and Baby Dreams
- Certainly Not Cool Enough
- Cheese and Whine
- CouldYouMaybe Baby
- Creating Motherhood
- Demeter's Joy
- Dirt Diva
- Dos Mamas
- Enough Grows
- Faggots on the Third Floor
- Forever Reaching
- Gluten-Free Girl
- Hollywood Farm Girl
- House of Things
- I Think We Made A Nugget
- I Want to be a Mommy
- It's Taking a Village
- Just One Mommy
- Lady in Waiting
- Lucky Duck
- Makin' Babies
- Mama Wannabe
- Maverick Mama
- Meadowlark Cottage
- MermaidGrrrl
- Milk in the Batter
- More Beans Please
- My Pathway to Motherhood
- On to Plan B
- Our Family Beginnings
- Our Little Honey
- Post Secret
- Queer Mama's
- Reproductive Jeans
- Ro's Blog
- Romancing the Stork
- Sam's Stories
- Sarah Solitaire
- Single Mommy by Choice
- Steinbockfrau
- Stirrup Queens
- The Art of Being Infertile
- The Fonaholics
- The Multicultural Toybox
- The Muriels
- Thwarted Repeatedly
- Tobacco Brunette
- Unwellness
- Uterus x 2
- Vee and Jay
- Vegetarian Mom
- We Are Fambly
- Weenie Juice
- Working On It
What I Read...
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4 om's.:
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Bleu--I am so so sorry. I wish there were words or actions that could make this easier. Sending good thoughts to you and your son.
My heart cannot express how sad. I wish I could shoulder some of the pain. I am here thinking of you. I know it's not enough. I'm sorry.
i'm sorry. so so sorry.
fucking shit!
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